i spent the beginning of this week visiting the doctor. heart racing. vision blurry. my body wouldn’t let me swallow. choking on my own tongue. i looked at myself in the mirror. touched my hands. i felt like i was being sucked inside. there goes my sanity. but i feel like i lost it long ago. what is sanity? the state of being sane. perhaps insanity is what it means to be truly sane. my brain has been activated somehow. pineal glad tingles. i feel pressure in the middle of my brain. gone insane. i had to go within to become sane. the light is imminent. this i understand now. palms sweat as i count the days, but then i remember time doesn’t exist. we’ll never understand everything. i no longer act like i do. the first step is acceptance. bliss, son. shine like the sun.
CHILLIN WITH ONE OF THE HOMIES. he talked about how we DON’T KNOW HOW TO FILTER OURSELVES AND OUR ACTIONS. real talk though.
— Martin Luther King, Jr. (via skeletongarden)
KEEP TRACK OF WHAT YOU WATCH AND READ. you’ll know the truth then.